Nu är jag inne i en sådan där period då jag helst av allt bara vill vara någon annan. Jag vill träffa alla människor i mitt liv på nytt, vill uppleva allt igen (och förhoppningsvis förbättra vissa situationer) utan att behöva spola tillbaka tiden.

Does that make any sense?

... och jag undrar om jag är jättekonstig som räknar denna onsdag, 16/6, som någon slags "ettårsdag"...

I've written many 'last songs', have had so many goodbyes

Still you stick with me in my soul, my body and my mind

And I simply can't ignore it, you still catch my eye

Whenever I'm around you I just wish to be fine

But I'm not okay, this is killing me

To see you everywhere, and know that I can't speak

I can't talk, I can't move, can't do anything for you

Cause we had our one chance and that's the one I blew

I feel sick cause I simply can't breathe

I wish I knew what could've become of you and me

So much in common, so much to gain

Still I feel I lost it all when you walked away

I can never take back the things that I said

I can never rewind to the night we shared

If I just had one wish, I would take it all back

I would stop analyzing, stop being crazy and mad

Start realizing that you have feelings too

And even though you didn't say I think somewhere I knew

Cause every little sign told me about you

But I just didn't see, guess I didn't want to

I was comfortable in the way that I have always been

But I saw that it hurt someone within

What if I never, what if I could

What if I didn't, what if we should

I don't know anymore, don't know how to move on

All I know is this, I'd die if you're gone