söndag, januari 31

Den här låten skrev jag i Mars 2009, några dagar efter Rock Bash, om någon kommer ihåg den skivan (Rudbeck ftw!). Den är väldigt personlig och allt som är skrivet kommer från hjärtat. Trots att det tog mycket energi där och då att skriva den så tycker jag ändå att jag kan lägga upp den här på bloggen. Jag har kommit över den på något sätt nu. Det var ju trots allt bara ännu en erfarenhet som jag har lärt mig något av... (typ; drick dig inte packad och följ med främmande killar hem?) Den är bra och är en av de låtarna som betyder mest för mig.

Hope you like it!

Spola fram till 3:10 ungefär, där börjar låten.


How could this happen to me?
I wasn't prepared at all
And when I think about it
Think my mind wasn't there at all
Why did I do it, how could I?
It wasn't like me at all
When I looked in the mirror that night
I couldn't bear to face me at all

I thought he was a good guy
But I didn't know him at all
Thought it was a good plan
To follow him home, but no
And then, what happened later
I don't wanna remember at all
But I can't deny it
That something was taken, something's gone

That I can't get back, no
I can't change it back to how it was before
What did I do that for?
So, I'm not a virgin anymore

It really really wasn't
How I have imagined it at all
Don't really wanna talk about it
Don't wanna know what I've done at all
The whole thing ended weirdly
How did I not know it at all?
That the number he gave me
Wasn't the number to him at all

But I can't go back now
Have to deal with this somehow
Before it's too late
So that I won't have to tell anyone

It is my dirty secret
I don't recognize me at all
I think I will keep it
To myself, after all
Cause I feel so so ashamed
It's even hard to write this song
Just hope my parents won't notice
That I'm no virgin anymore

But I'm 18, so what?
Still I feel like such a slut
A one night stand
No, I don't understand me at all

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